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Joined: January 18, 2013
Posted: January 18, 2013, 1:18 AM
This is why I am grateful I did not drink today .
Not feeling ashamed and embarassed all the time . Not worrying about who I fell down in front of . Not sweating profusely all the time . Eating and enjoying food again, (not going entire days without eating and dry heaving at the sight of food....) . Being able to keep my word. (And even wanting to.) Being able to remember where I was last night . Seeing my personality come back to life, laughing again. Feeling like "me" again . Having the freedom to think about things other than alcohol . No more anxiety . Not being obsessed about either 'I can't wait to drink. what will I drink. Do I have enough in the house? etc.' or 'How can I get through this night without a drink?' Waking up in the morning and looking forward to the day instead of trying to remember if I did anything stupid the night before . No more waking up with that panicked feeling thinking "who did I talk to on the phone last night? . Being able to brush my teeth in the morning without vomiting . No hangovers . No more calling in sick and making excuses . No more throwing up on the side of the road . No more pregnancy scares . No more laziness and apathy . No more "where did that bruise/injury come from?" . No fear of getting pulled over for a DUI. No more wondering why my wallet is empty No more spending money that I don't have . It's a great day! | ||
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