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Posted: December 20, 2021, 2:49 PM
so as years passed I used behind all the child hood abuse i was never ever to speak about i used over death discomfort shame guilt and just about anything.
My addictions to men drugs and just about anything that made me feel different good and bad . meth help numb and years to pass. it was easy to sale my body because no one respected me since i was 3 years old. the baggage i carried was so my weight of secrets, hurt, and shame. I would rather hurt my self before then to allow another to hurt me. I got tired of expected to give my body for things. I got tired of settling to have a place to live and becoming people slaves just for a place to live. my feeling never mattered i felt dead afraid and i never really never seen past my flaws and bad choices. Today that does not define me. I am proud to be sober a good role model to my children and a good friend. I am here for any one who needs a friend support or just vent. Happy new years AND WE GOT THIS!!! Happy 24 HOURS -------------------- AZamora[SIZE=14][COLOR=purple]angelaza@learningct.org |
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