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Posted: February 2, 2015, 4:43 AM
I am 28 y/o. I am 6-7 internet addict and porn addict, undiagnosed mental disorders. I was thinking to go for a rehabilitation program but can't find one near my area. I live in Bhilai-3 Chhattisgarh India.


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Posted: February 6, 2015, 3:21 AM
Porn has destroyed my memory and concentration and I have lost the zest in living. I also been through relationship abuse by my brother suicidal depression delusions paranoia. Because of all this i turned out to be failure in life but i want to live in nature spiritual way of life. Anyone can help me with this.


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Posted: February 6, 2015, 9:50 AM
ferr:
Are you a member of a religion?
I am a member of Alcoholics Anonymous and trying to cover my shame carried me to many substances and actions to avoid feeling my emotions.
Meditation with a safe understanding mentor will help you a lot. The porn is just the symptom, spiritual healing and full disclosure of your inner hurts & failings will make you whole again.

I need a God (as I understand Him), a mentor to guide me and a willingness to change.

Good luck !! God & a mentor are waiting for you.
So are many others with the same problem as you.

All the best.

Bob R

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God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.


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AA's HOW IT WORKS:
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