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Message Board > General / Miscellaneous > Need Help. Relapsed And Feel Lost.


Posted by: Bbwguy2018 February 11, 2018, 2:39 PM
I really don't know what to say other than I threw away 2.5 years of cleantime. The urges were so strong it was almost like a natural impulse to do what I did. I feel like everything is falling apart.

Posted by: Chelle February 13, 2018, 3:57 PM
Don't give up hope that you can change....

Posted by: Anthonymp December 18, 2018, 2:08 AM
I understand, I had 5yrs and relapsed recently too. Its rough at first. I didn't think I'd get clean again. My disease said what's the point. I decided Try something new. I did 5 yrs in NA so I decided I'm going to do what works for me and try all things new and so far it's working and I'm better then I was before. I'm happier and more spiritual. I decided to go to a treatment facility and do the mat program and in top of groups I'm going to do AA I went to a few but want to start going more regularly. I just don't allow people's miss guided opinions run my recovery. God bless man and I hope your feeling better