|Well here I am again. Another sleepless night, legs twitching, and no support from my family. I broke down and went to an NA meeting ! I thought I would find like minded people but all I found were court mandated juvenile offenders and a lot of people who didn't want to be there. I haven't heard that much drug talk since I was using ! I will try another location tomorrow and hope that it's not the same thing as the first meeting. So bloody frustrating ! All I want to do is go to the fridge and drink my methadone early but I know that it will only make things worse than they already are. Going to try and go back to sleep. Goodnight JP.