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Message Board > Cocaine / Crack Cocaine > How Did This Happen?

Posted by: Teftsgt December 2, 2018, 8:07 PM
I put myself in situations where I have to use... I hate my job, so I use. I have a lot to do, so I use. I'm by myself, so I use. I can't be depressed right now, so I use. I'm ashamed, so I use.
Tonight, I have to finish a presentation that I'm not prepared for, so I use.

My fiance is upstairs, she's lovely, and strong. Doesn't deserve this.. She doesn't know yet though, honestly I just really noticed how bad it is. I dont know when I lost control. Damn... I'm ruining everything. I was so arrogant!