Stupid Girl
Posted: July 18, 2014, 11:41 AM


Posts: 5
Joined: July 17, 2014



Day #2 being sober, it sucks. Currently coming down off a two week bender on cocaine. I usually have pain pills to switch to. I feel like no matter how many showers I take I can't get clean. My skin hurts. How many times am I going to bit myself trough this. I am so miserable and just want to make it go away. Time to pretend like everything is fine and go to work. I feel like an idiot for winning about something I inflicted on myself.

Xo sickandtiredofbeingsickandtired
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Posted: August 17, 2014, 3:58 AM


Posts: 5
Joined: July 17, 2014



Unfortunately I don't have any good news. I was coming down really hard after this post and the guy I was seeing offered me heroin... I stopped 5 days ago and have never been more miserable. I took oxy yesterday and today... I have an appointment on Tuesday about getting help to withdrawal and get better. I can't do it alone anymore. Still haven't told my family but I'm just not ready to take that step yet. Thanks for reading wish mg luck :/
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