Day 1 Again!! Need Will Power.
Posted: December 31, 2011, 8:18 PM


Posts: 22
Joined: December 31, 2011



Hi, I'm Dave and new to this forum lark but thought it might help to
Find someone to help encourage me when I feel like scoring.
I have been on H for about 16 years now and lost lots of friends and even
My older brother coz of it. I only smoke it but I have been down the
Injection road and crack road n beat them. I live a normal life with
A partner of 15 years n hav 2 kids n a good well pay'd job. I have been
On methadone for about 2 years this time and keep going back to scoring.
Even 2 days with just my 55ml meths is good going for us as it has
Become a way of life. I used for the last time today n 2012 is guna
Be the start of a new life. We keep ourselves to ourselves n don't have
Many friends at all so was hoping to find some one on hear maybe in the
Same boat to spur each other on. Or somebody why has been where I am
And can help, even a odd reply may make a difference. If I don't stop
Now, I am sure to loose my job soon becouse of drug testing at work
Then I will loose everything!! Cheers. This is the start. Day 1.
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Posted: January 2, 2012, 11:44 AM


Posts: 22
Joined: December 31, 2011



Managed day 1 with no real problems, now its half way through day 2 and phisically I am fine becouse of my methadone, but mentally, the devil is ony shoulder. Got to keep going,this is the time.
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