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Joined: December 31, 2011
Posted: December 31, 2011, 8:18 PM
Hi, I'm Dave and new to this forum lark but thought it might help to
Find someone to help encourage me when I feel like scoring. I have been on H for about 16 years now and lost lots of friends and even My older brother coz of it. I only smoke it but I have been down the Injection road and crack road n beat them. I live a normal life with A partner of 15 years n hav 2 kids n a good well pay'd job. I have been On methadone for about 2 years this time and keep going back to scoring. Even 2 days with just my 55ml meths is good going for us as it has Become a way of life. I used for the last time today n 2012 is guna Be the start of a new life. We keep ourselves to ourselves n don't have Many friends at all so was hoping to find some one on hear maybe in the Same boat to spur each other on. Or somebody why has been where I am And can help, even a odd reply may make a difference. If I don't stop Now, I am sure to loose my job soon becouse of drug testing at work Then I will loose everything!! Cheers. This is the start. Day 1. | ||
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Posted: January 2, 2012, 11:44 AM
Managed day 1 with no real problems, now its half way through day 2 and phisically I am fine becouse of my methadone, but mentally, the devil is ony shoulder. Got to keep going,this is the time.
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