4.5 Months
Posted: June 11, 2020, 11:17 AM


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Just felt like posting today.. plus I told my new sponsor I Should journal. Its been hard for me to do it. I've been busy and when I go to bed at night I guess I would rather sit and toss and turn then pick up a pen & paper. I told my story at a Mother load California meeting last night. It was just a fifteen minute thing. Small meeting. I get all nerved out before I do that stuff. I guess my ego gets all involved. Plus I have a lot of drugs in my story so I have to generalize so that I am not concentrating on the drugs but the alcoholism. It was good one of my sponsees and 3 grand sponsees showed up. They all have changed so much and its a pleasure to be a part of that. My new sponsor didn't show up she had a meeting at the last minute on some board she is part of. It was a good meeting. Really good. Im glad I got uncomfortable and just showed up & said yes to AA. What a very cool experience. Im still here still SMober & Sober.
Jane

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My success story

Beliefs have the power to create and the power to destroy.
Human beings have the awesome ability
to take any experience of their lives
and create a meaning that disempowers them
or one that can literally save their lives.

- Anthony Robbins


Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder where I've gone wrong. Then a little voice inside my head says,
"This is going to take more than one night."


"Ring the bells that still can ring.
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything.
That's how the light gets in."
-Leonard Cohen


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Posted: June 11, 2020, 1:11 PM


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And just for the record some times I completely forget about cigarettes now. I get glimpses of peace ..

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My success story

Beliefs have the power to create and the power to destroy.
Human beings have the awesome ability
to take any experience of their lives
and create a meaning that disempowers them
or one that can literally save their lives.

- Anthony Robbins


Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder where I've gone wrong. Then a little voice inside my head says,
"This is going to take more than one night."


"Ring the bells that still can ring.
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything.
That's how the light gets in."
-Leonard Cohen


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