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Posted: May 5, 2020, 12:27 PM


Posts: 3059
Joined: January 11, 2006



Today Im gonna party like it 1999.. 99 days down and feeling stronger. I did and H&I meeting last night with a dear friend in the program that also struggles with an eating disorder. She got hospitalized. It was a good meeting and very intimate. Woke up this morning early and meditated.
I am SMober & Sober. I guess I just continue what I am doing. For the most part the obsession has left. I just get random cravings that aren't phsyical kind but just a thought that it sure sounds good. It still does sound very relaxing to just have a smoke. It just doesn't get me to my end result of the person I want to be today.. so I will pray for those cravings to leave accept where i am in the process and just keep doing one foot in front of the other. I am so not perfect. I am however progressing.
Much love
Jane

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My success story

Beliefs have the power to create and the power to destroy.
Human beings have the awesome ability
to take any experience of their lives
and create a meaning that disempowers them
or one that can literally save their lives.

- Anthony Robbins


Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder where I've gone wrong. Then a little voice inside my head says,
"This is going to take more than one night."


"Ring the bells that still can ring.
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything.
That's how the light gets in."
-Leonard Cohen


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