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Posted: May 13, 2011, 10:19 AM


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Seriously!! 50 days. Sounds like a miracle to me. I am here I am smoke free, alcohol free, drug free and soon to be free of ruling the world. If I work the steps right. I have a scheduled to meet with my F2F sponsor and do my 5th step and I am actually pretty excited. I want to know what it means to me to have worked the 12 steps with a sponsor. I don't think me and my sponsor are that tight but. I want to have this experience. Today I feel clear headed. Somewhat optimistic and ready to take on the day.

Love,
Jane

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My success story

Beliefs have the power to create and the power to destroy.
Human beings have the awesome ability
to take any experience of their lives
and create a meaning that disempowers them
or one that can literally save their lives.

- Anthony Robbins


Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder where I've gone wrong. Then a little voice inside my head says,
"This is going to take more than one night."


"Ring the bells that still can ring.
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything.
That's how the light gets in."
-Leonard Cohen


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Posted: May 13, 2011, 10:21 AM


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It was such a relief to me when I realized I wasn't general manager of the universe, but I didn't realize you were my successor...lol! Whew! That was heavy...

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Posted: May 13, 2011, 12:09 PM


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LOL!! * shaking my head * I'll tell you what Sandra, you left me a big job. I simply can't do it. I guess it's out of my hands.

Love you,
Jane

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My success story

Beliefs have the power to create and the power to destroy.
Human beings have the awesome ability
to take any experience of their lives
and create a meaning that disempowers them
or one that can literally save their lives.

- Anthony Robbins


Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder where I've gone wrong. Then a little voice inside my head says,
"This is going to take more than one night."


"Ring the bells that still can ring.
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything.
That's how the light gets in."
-Leonard Cohen


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Posted: May 13, 2011, 2:57 PM


Posts: 2945
Joined: January 11, 2006



Meeting today was about. ?? I guess it was about alcoholism. I could find no humongous "meaning" in the meeting today. They have just sort of become a guilty pleasure. To slip away at noon and go to as much of a meeting as I can get in before I need to get back to work. There was alot of fifth step and sponsor stuff. I just wanted to share cause I am liking AA and its working for my life. Right as I started AA I began to realize why I smoked so much and even drank occassionally. My life was not working for me. It was working for my kids and my x and most people around me but not for me. I am now chipping away at it. I am pretty happy today.
Love
jane

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My success story

Beliefs have the power to create and the power to destroy.
Human beings have the awesome ability
to take any experience of their lives
and create a meaning that disempowers them
or one that can literally save their lives.

- Anthony Robbins


Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder where I've gone wrong. Then a little voice inside my head says,
"This is going to take more than one night."


"Ring the bells that still can ring.
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything.
That's how the light gets in."
-Leonard Cohen


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