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Joined: December 6, 2015
Posted: December 6, 2015, 6:25 AM
Well here it is,
I started smoking Marijuana when I was 12. It was at a party thrown by my Stepdad, and he and his friends decided to get me high. After that it became am almost daily occurrence until I became old enough to buy my own. I can't count how much money I wasted over the years, 8 of them all together, almost 9. Throughout my addiction I would occasionally use psychedelics, and MDMA but as they're taste where I love not very frequently. It stayed a very lax attitude about drugs for me however, and I've tried everything at one point or another, thankfully never becoming addicted to anything or making it a habit. I just feel, weird though. I've always been pretty smart, I want to go to school and become a surgeon. I definitely notice a distinct increase in brain function now that I'm sober, but sometimes I miss it. It's weird, I go between wanting to drink or wanting to smoke, but I know that when I drink it tends to be bad and when I smoke I feel dumb and lazy, but still. It can be really hard sometimes to not be able to smoke a bowl. It would just be nice to have someone to talk to. | ||
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