Posted: November 5, 2015, 12:23 PM
Hello, I'm Omar and I'm at my second year in college doing engineering, I'm addicted to marijuana since I was 13yo all of my cousins are smokers i caught it from them and i been smoking for a really long time, now i need to quit, my behaviour has changed i became an angry person I sleep so much I be lazy all the time, the worst thing is my degrees are very bad now and I'm about to be kicked out from college, I quit last year for 8 months and i got high degrees and a GPA of 3.85 out of 4.00, then at summer vacation i started smoking again i met people i shouldn't have met i couldn't controll myself so i smoked and that's triggered me back to smoking. school came back but i coudn't stop smoking my degrees are all D's now i hate myself so much, I've always dreamed to become an engineer, i really worked hard for that, but now i feel like everything is falling apart, I'm so mentally shuttered i really need to quir plz someone help me.