Started Smoking Meth And Ruined My Family
Posted: December 27, 2016, 2:50 PM

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I recently suffered a setback and resorted to smoking crystal meth once again in my life. I know deep inside that I am making a mistake and have destroyed my family.

I was with a loving man for over 8 years, sure we fought like any couple, however we would always talk any issues over and resolve them. I have been out of work for a short while and partly attribute this as to why i started meth. I was depressed and at a vulnerable time and made the horrible mistake of smoking meth with my common law husbands brother, and ended up in a sexual relationship with his brother. I know this was the worst choice i could have made in my life. My husband found out and is now understandably furious. We had a huge fight the night he found out and police ended up being called, albeit i did provoke this matter to the point it boiled over and he lost any patience he once had for me.

Now he is being charged with aggravated assault and cps is involved. Its bad enough that i am making poor decisions for my life, however i worry now i may have damaged the quality of life for my two children. He is a good father and i know my children would be safe, and taken care of with him. I used to worry that my husband would find my drugs and pipe, so i hid them all over the house, and used to worry the kids would find the drugs. I know if he gets custody that he has never done drugs and they will be safer in an environment such as that.

I just hope someone who is maybe teetering on the edge reads this, if i can turn at least one individual away from this horrible drug then at least i have accomplished something.

Gina Deal

Posted: December 30, 2016, 10:17 PM

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Joined: December 30, 2016

Ive been clean 28 days today I used every single day for the past 4 1/2 years. AND I just decided enough stupidity with No counseling im 28 days clean i see a clear path . And you can to. Just need to know WHAT YOU WANT
Posted: January 5, 2017, 11:45 PM

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Joined: August 3, 2016

My son is 21 and praying he wil make a change. He's been shooting meth
For awhile. I'm so scared for him. He is currently staying with family but
We are lost ....we don't know what to do and he's not sober to even have a
Conversation. So sad!!
I'm praying
Thanks for listening
Posted: January 12, 2017, 1:32 PM

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Joined: January 12, 2017

I read your response unkleelroy, how did you get clean and stay clean for 4 and a half years? What the answer to being able to resist meth?
Posted: January 24, 2017, 2:41 AM

It takes time and effort to really stay off that stuff. I know the harm it can bring by just having it around and the stupidity of it is all bad. I want to just stop but I know that means no more excitement in my boring life. It's gonna take days to get past these feelings of guilt. I think by just getting by without it is a step in the right direction.
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