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It’s been 5 years of my abusing adderrall and 2 years taking 300mg daily. I am currently perscribed but In addition I’m spending $1000 a month to get it elsewhere with money I don’t have. I’m at the point where the meds have no effect on focus or mood they just keep me from suicidal ideation. I’m terribly exhausted and too ashamed to even call a helpline. This is the first time I’ve ever spoken of it. I’m hoping to find some solace in finding others who suffer with amphetamine addiction- or if anyone can lend me a hand in how to get better. Thank you guys. |
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SmartRecovery.org |
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That’s a great resource that helped me a great deal, btw! :) I am wondering if you meant 300mg/day or if it was typo, and also if you had considered seeing an addiction medicine specialist who could prescribe meds to help you re-balance and get things to a bearable level? Dee -------------------- 🐾 🐾 🐾 |
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I was really interested in a similar medication it killed appetite and made me focused and full of energy... It took me a long time and I wasted so much money to buy it on the street. I finallu decided I wanted to be normal and free my mental health was really ruined and I couldn't trust myself and my judgments. Its a long and difficult journey but you have to do it otherwise it takes all precious things in life from you. Be strong and make sure to seek help. |
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