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Posted: February 4, 2019, 5:05 AM
It’s been 5 years of my abusing adderrall and 2 years taking 300mg daily. I am currently perscribed but In addition I’m spending $1000 a month to get it elsewhere with money I don’t have.
I’m at the point where the meds have no effect on focus or mood they just keep me from suicidal ideation. I’m terribly exhausted and too ashamed to even call a helpline. This is the first time I’ve ever spoken of it. I’m hoping to find some solace in finding others who suffer with amphetamine addiction- or if anyone can lend me a hand in how to get better. Thank you guys. | ||
Posted: March 24, 2019, 11:54 AM
SmartRecovery.org
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Posted: June 11, 2020, 6:56 PM
That’s a great resource that helped me a great deal, btw! :) I am wondering if you meant 300mg/day or if it was typo, and also if you had considered seeing an addiction medicine specialist who could prescribe meds to help you re-balance and get things to a bearable level?
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Posted: June 15, 2020, 2:18 PM
I was really interested in a similar medication it killed appetite and made me focused and full of energy... It took me a long time and I wasted so much money to buy it on the street. I finallu decided I wanted to be normal and free my mental health was really ruined and I couldn't trust myself and my judgments. Its a long and difficult journey but you have to do it otherwise it takes all precious things in life from you. Be strong and make sure to seek help.
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Posted: April 7, 2023, 12:50 AM
Sweetie –– I hope you found the help you needed. Pills really do a number on our systems. My uncle eddie hasn't been the same since t he care wreck. now take care sweetie and send an update one of these days.
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