I’ve had some pretty intense vivid dreams on / detoxing from drugs in the past. But this time I dug the hole deeper than ever before and now at 2 days clean I am not just having nightmares but experiencing night terrors for the first time. I woke up screaming at the top of my lungs 3 times last night. Calling out for my loved ones begging them to help me, but they just wouldn’t listen. I was dying and they kept telling me they didn’t believe me anymore, I had lied too many times and they could no longer help me. I woke up in buckets of sweat, terrified of how continuing to use jig I feel like I truly will die any day now. |
