Hi Erin Welcome. Have you thought about attending AA meetings? If you are uncertain of what to expect or scared to go in person you can do so online at Stepchat.com. Also there is an open chat on this link...along with daily readings at

http://www.justfortodaymeditations.com/

You can also read the big book of alcoholics anonymous at

https://www.aa.org/pages/en_US/alcoh...olics-anonymous

Hope you will find this useful...keep coming back