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9 Months

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Joined: January 11, 2006

Posted: October 28, 2020, 10:26 AM
Still SMober & sober. I have a ton of life of lifes terms. A lot of things that I cant do a damn thing about but that are also upsetting and ovrerwhleming. Mom in the hospital and I was grateful to not have to go out and have a smoke or deal with the anixety. When I have a clear head things are so much less stressful. I can more readily see what i have control over and what I dont. My son violated his probation so will likely go back to prison. My brother got drunk and took a loaded gun told his wife he was going to commit suicide. He is holding the whole family hostage. Not physically but mentally. I usually dont let myself get sucked in. I did last night though. Anyways. Life is good today. In spite of all the thigns that are happening I am so glad I dont have to find an excuse to drink. I just take life on lifes terms and do whats in front of me. Had to check in and let you all know. Trying to make it to a year. For now I will just do today.

My success story

Beliefs have the power to create and the power to destroy.
Human beings have the awesome ability
to take any experience of their lives
and create a meaning that disempowers them
or one that can literally save their lives.

- Anthony Robbins

Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder where I've gone wrong. Then a little voice inside my head says,
"This is going to take more than one night."

"Ring the bells that still can ring.
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything.
That's how the light gets in."
-Leonard Cohen

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