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I'm Adicted To Being A Prostitute Please Help

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Posted: April 14, 2014, 9:58 PM
look at your dog--he loves you so much --look around you ,,it will all be gone .if you don't stop. And im a Amish girl. Please be careful dear.poopie

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Posted: May 23, 2014, 1:47 PM
Wow we are not alone their are plenty off woman that I can relate too I appreciate all the comments. It's hard theirs always a story and the detachment is what hurts the most not that you want to be connect to a client it just carries over to real life and your over all charectar changes your outlook...on life and love ..who ever reads this and you are still in it I think your strong I think your beautiful I think your worth the world I also extend my arms to you and send you a. Ig hug ...remember no matter where when how rich or poor she's just going to fall into it ...the problem is getting out ...my we all find the strength

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Posted: May 29, 2014, 4:12 PM
I an trying to quit too, I have been on and off for the past 2yrs. For me too it's not really the sex , the thrill comes with all this fantasy world. Being in control of picking a guy up. I don't work in a brothel or on the streets but like to pick up
A rich guy in a bar then go back to his fancy hotel and be treated with ' love' even for just a few minutes then be paid, all those stories you tell sometimes lies and lies . When I stay in and decide to do something else, I get bored and the life style and friends i hang out with , it terrifies me to feel that iam going to be alone and work in a factory not be able to dress elegantly every evening , sipping champagne . It's all fun during the night but as you leave the guys hotel or his apartment after the night, you start regretting, feeling dirty and worthless . You go to sleep but when you wake up , you dress up..... Same circle. Can't
Find love coz iam always comparing my clients to the ordinally guys that I try to date. And if I try to date a Costomer I feel guilty cause there will be so many lies in between and he won't be spending or paying the way he used to moreover he will spend alot of time with me and even give me stress. Iam confused with this behavior not really prostitution but kind of prostitution. All this makes loose out on sleep ending in masturbating. I need help but which help I don't know.

This post has been edited by Imelda on May 29, 2014, 4:17 PM

Posted: August 22, 2014, 8:57 AM
i think many people try to live up to society's expectation of them, or rather what they believe to be society's expectation of them. if you weren't trying to keep up with the jones' and have all the trinkets that so many of us crave then you would be on your way to finding happiness and peace......try living like the mormons i.e the simple life.... screw the big screen tv, the jewelry and all the other no essentials of life ,and you will find that you don't need that much money to survive and/or even thrive.....the best things in life are truly free.......it's we that trick ourselves into falling for the notion that we need to impress others and ourselves with materialism......but this is just my opinion and after all i've been wrong before.....

Posted: September 16, 2014, 2:25 PM
My father is an alcoholic and my mother was a drug addict who died of an overdose when I was a bababy.I live with my father who is always drunk and dose not take good care of me.I have to clean the house,wash my clothes and make sure that there is enough food in the house.I often get tired in the morning and I am not doing well at school.I have started bunking school and because of that my father deos not pay school fees anymore,I have decided to go and sell my body in the street.When I come home,I get frustrated and resorted to use substance abuse.

Posted: September 20, 2014, 9:01 AM
so weird that we all have this weird addiction.. honestly i feel its the money....its the money getting us out of problems its the money helping us move pay bills rent and its so shall we say "easy" and abundant ive been escorting not walking the strrets ...since i was 17... i am now 30...ive seen lots of storys but no help... feel so stuck

Posted: September 20, 2014, 9:06 AM

this was my exact situation if you dont try and remove your mind from the situation.. youy might end up in this viscious circle we ar in or worse..... please be weary of your future... you wont be with dad forever soon you can move out and be responsible for only you... so much to say but dont kno where to start... be careful love...

Posted: November 9, 2014, 7:50 AM
I met a girl 3 months ago. We became friends and soon I find out she's prostitute I didn't tell her anything just try to stop her coz she needed a money and I wasnt in the position to help her but now I stopped her she don't know that I know about her coz she respect Me and I didn't wanna loose her too. Now whenever she got financial problems she always ask me that she going for job but whatever I can I'm helping her financially and by the way she's my gf now. She's good girl n When she was Woking she was about to cry all the time.

Posted: November 22, 2014, 3:00 PM
I saw this song with video about working girls, its quite moving whilst also being entertaining and the guy gets his due in the end https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vQCV...w-VWt_KyaVJgbhg

Posted: December 9, 2014, 7:25 PM
Just got done reading all of the post from you young strong woman. All of you girls have the same connection and feel the same way about the life style you choose to live. I also am a prostitute, but have completely different situation as all of you other young ladies. I have only been doing this for about 1 year and I am 36 yrs old. And I also hate myself for doing this, but I have to do this because I have 4 kids to support, have bills to pay etc... I don't have money, my kids and I live with my parents who I also take care of. So until I can find a real job this is how i survive. I'm sorry girls but all of you are so young and there's no excuse for you to be living this life style. The first young lady mentioned she has a house and enough money, then what are you doing? You need to stop!! The second young lady mentioned she got accepted into school, then what are you doing being a prostitute? Don't you girls see how good your life can be? Living this life style no girl should be doing, but most of them do it because they have to and don't have any other choice. You girls do have a choice and have other options. You should take those options and make a better life for yourselves, before it's to late.

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Posted: January 19, 2015, 3:17 AM
You have to find something to replace that rush. Find a trade, for example if you were a hairstylist you would take calls, make money basically the same except for you are providing a service that makes you and the other person feel good in a different way. What are you passionate about? Look inside.

Posted: January 24, 2015, 4:21 AM
I am just like you ladies I have been doing it off and on. Since age 18 and I will be 31 next week. I come from a good home very wealthy. I was turned out by a pimp who had 20 girls and was very wealthy I was with him only briefly turned out many girls and pimps till the age 25 then I quit for a couple of years now I can't stop every I am a college student and a mother now but every chance I get I want to do it only for the money it's a evil spirt that no matter how hard I try to pray off it keeps coming back I grew up in church too I asked for forgiveness do many times that I feel stuck.. hopeless how do you quit? 13 years I still can't figure it out it is so hard

Posted: January 24, 2015, 4:28 AM
I know so many girls who have been mmurdered in the business around 30 that I knew personally but still I can't stop. I am really taking that I would need to be locked away from society to never do it again its hard to shak ed if when you know u can male 100-1000 in a hour going rate is 200 300 per hour if you find a good one you can get way more it's like 200 for 15 mins.. Most of the time it's so hard to think about working for minimum wage or 20 a hour even

Posted: February 5, 2015, 6:27 PM
I'm reaching out to anyone who needs a friend to reach out to on the subject of prostitution.. I use to live that life but found my way out it wasn't easy and it was after many years.. but I will never judge those who are in the life but just know where to turn ... My name is Andrea Maria look me up on YouTube under MsAndreamaria I also know alot about depression and being lonely check out my videos... I just want you know someone who's been there cares about you loves you and is here for you.. I love you God Bless you.. even.if you not ready to get out yet but need a listening ear reach out to me and we will exchange numbers..

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Posted: February 5, 2015, 7:20 PM
Just to share a bit of my background.. I started in a strip club at about 17 going in for fun being caught up in how it appeared from the outside looking in.. It was the first I saw cocaine.. Not long after a girl introduced me to her pimp she showed me how to get dress and how to wear these long wigs how to talk to guys in bars and get them to pay for sex.. Well my start wasn't all elegant and Pretty it was straight from the bar to the backseat of the car.. The pimp took us on different streets in Houston like Westimer and Bissonet This was only the beginning of walking the blade...

I've met other pimps along the way I went from state to state New Orleans Bourbon street, Atlanta, Philadelphia,California , many others and even the Red Light District in Tijuana Mexico....

only by the grace of God I'm not dead or contacting some kind of deadly disease.. I have been raped, robbed by johns, beat by pimps, exposed by so called friends to family, and left stranded a few times...

I wrote a book not yet published called " The life of an American Prostitute" which I wrote while I lived the life... I met so many others both men and women who wanted out but just didn't know how...

I eexperimented with every drug from crack, cocaine,heroine,meth and alcohol of course..

I know what it feels to feel the thrill and the shame, I know what it feels like to feel dirty and alone and to feel like this is the only way to make money...

I worked bars , streets and craigslist and back page.. but now I feel a calling on my life to not be ashamed of my past but to reach out and help someone...

like I said if you need an ear and someone who cares please don't be afraid to reach out ... there is nothing that you have done that I nebet did before you...

by The grace of God I found my way out.. How about I got to play a part of a prostitute in a movie... Look it up Andrea Madison in 21 Jump Street Movie I was the black girl in the limo scene..

look God uses our shame and pain and heals us and turns it around for our good... I don't care how old are you are and if you have money or not or kids or not ,whatever reason you tell yourself you do it it's on you but if you want out one day just know that God has sent an Angel your way.. it may not happen over night God can still use you in your trouble but I promise he can deliver you also.... Even if you are an atheist and don't believe in God it's ok I only want to help You in some way I don't push religion on anybody just want you to know Someone cares...

Posted: February 16, 2015, 8:33 PM
Well at least you guys have enough drive to continue for the money. I've been a working girl for over 4 years now, and to be honest, I HATE IT! The money doesn't even grab me anymore. I was always smart enough to stay clear of drugs. Try working in Granville with all the scummy imports who have no respect or consideration for you as a human being or worker. The way these middle eastern scum have sex with you is sometimes the closest thing to rape LOL lucky I'm a bit desensitized nowadays and I'm also strong enough to kick the bastards off. The worst clients are the f***ing Persian man. f***ing horrid cunts they are.

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Posted: March 11, 2015, 2:01 AM
The problem is you need someone to pour out your love to. Hating men causes you to not love any man. I was this way with women until I met my wife.

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Posted: March 11, 2015, 2:03 AM
Now I'm happy and can't get enough sex or sleep.

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Posted: March 11, 2015, 2:05 AM
Keep your heads up ladies. ..If you need help hit me up in nyc. I'll be watching.

Posted: October 22, 2015, 6:58 AM
Reading this was great for me I to have been in the sex industry since I was 19 years old I'm now 24 time goes by so fast when you are in this industry. I too am addicted to the money i started out stripping for a while then switched to massage parlours now escorting. It's like it's never enough money for me I always want more money so I can pay for this or buy that. I hate the men too ugh they are so f***ing annoying but I love the high I get at the end of the night when I have a stack of cash in my hands holding the money gives me a high a rush. I can't stop I don't know how it's like I'm lost without this job...? What would I do what would I be good at? I don't know what to do next... I don't know how normal ppl live off of a regular income I don't know how to do it I'm scared to do it in scared to struggle if I get a real job. I like feeling secure. Someone above posted about having low self esteem I don't think I have low self esteem looks wise but defiantly hit home when they said low self esteem of not being good at anything else... I really feel that way and didn't realize until I read this... I think I'm also addicted to the lifestyle this provides the luxury clothing cars vacations every two months being able to take time off whenever you want making your own hours I'm so addicted to that part of the lifestyle and also the money and also I guess I do have low self esteem making myself believe im not smart enough to do any other job.... This job also gives me security and I crave that. I need help!!!! How do I get out.?
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