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Posted: July 27, 2020, 10:24 AM
Wow. I am here still. Today I have 6 months smoke free not one single puff. Weekends and holidays included. I am working the steps with a new sponsor. I did my 5th step over the weekend. I feel a little cleaner & a little lighter. Im glad I've stuck to it. I know that I have not "arrived" so to speak. I had 3 years at one point. In a general way I made some choices that fell short of my ideal and I lit up a smoke to put up a barrier between myself and that truth. I think I am beginig to sort that out now. Through the step process.
I am grateful to have been given a set of tools and principals. I am grateful for women who give freely of thier time and experience strength and hope. This is heavy stuff sometimes. I dont need to smoke over it. I just need to look at it and discard the stuff that doesn't work anymore. Anyway Grateful that I hit a milestone and grateful to be a little closer to God today. One more month down. Jane -------------------- My success story Beliefs have the power to create and the power to destroy. Human beings have the awesome ability to take any experience of their lives and create a meaning that disempowers them or one that can literally save their lives. - Anthony Robbins Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder where I've gone wrong. Then a little voice inside my head says, "This is going to take more than one night." "Ring the bells that still can ring. Forget your perfect offering. There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in." -Leonard Cohen  | ||
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