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Posted: May 26, 2020, 10:35 AM
I think its 119 tomorrow I will have 4 months. I still want to smoke but its not the intensity. My addiction/alcohlism comes out in different ways. Mostly irrititable, restless & discontent. I did spend most of my weekend in this space. I did go on a beautiful hike. But i hurt my back the other day and it after the hike I could barely move. So I jsut kind of rested. I jsut became super irritiable. I did some stepwork with my new sponsor I like her. I like her voice. She also invited me to her Zoom meeting. It was a speaker and he was really good. Im here still SMober & Sober. I am grouchy.

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Beliefs have the power to create and the power to destroy.
Human beings have the awesome ability
to take any experience of their lives
and create a meaning that disempowers them
or one that can literally save their lives.

- Anthony Robbins

Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder where I've gone wrong. Then a little voice inside my head says,
"This is going to take more than one night."

"Ring the bells that still can ring.
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything.
That's how the light gets in."
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