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Posted: May 6, 2020, 9:59 AM
100 Days seems like I have accomplished something here. 100 Days one day at a time. I have wanted a ciggaretter more lately but I haven't acted on it. I dont want to smoke I mean I want to .. but i dont want to. I got up and went and ran 4 miles with a friend and the moon was huge and full and I live on the foothills so the view was spectacular. That alone is worth living for. My family had a small gathering for cinco de mayo. We just ate carne asada and my niece made home made churros. I played with the boys. They just love me! and i love them it filled my heart.
I have a pretty cool life. I always have something I would change or add. I am slowly learning to enjoy the moments that are good without trying to tweek them to some how be better. God usually has a pretty good plan if I just let go the wheel.
Still SMober & Sober

My success story

Beliefs have the power to create and the power to destroy.
Human beings have the awesome ability
to take any experience of their lives
and create a meaning that disempowers them
or one that can literally save their lives.

- Anthony Robbins

Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder where I've gone wrong. Then a little voice inside my head says,
"This is going to take more than one night."

"Ring the bells that still can ring.
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything.
That's how the light gets in."
-Leonard Cohen

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