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Joined: January 11, 2006

Posted: May 5, 2020, 12:27 PM
Today Im gonna party like it 1999.. 99 days down and feeling stronger. I did and H&I meeting last night with a dear friend in the program that also struggles with an eating disorder. She got hospitalized. It was a good meeting and very intimate. Woke up this morning early and meditated.
I am SMober & Sober. I guess I just continue what I am doing. For the most part the obsession has left. I just get random cravings that aren't phsyical kind but just a thought that it sure sounds good. It still does sound very relaxing to just have a smoke. It just doesn't get me to my end result of the person I want to be today.. so I will pray for those cravings to leave accept where i am in the process and just keep doing one foot in front of the other. I am so not perfect. I am however progressing.
Much love

My success story

Beliefs have the power to create and the power to destroy.
Human beings have the awesome ability
to take any experience of their lives
and create a meaning that disempowers them
or one that can literally save their lives.

- Anthony Robbins

Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder where I've gone wrong. Then a little voice inside my head says,
"This is going to take more than one night."

"Ring the bells that still can ring.
Forget your perfect offering.
There is a crack in everything.
That's how the light gets in."
-Leonard Cohen

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