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Joined: January 11, 2006
Posted: May 5, 2020, 12:27 PM
Today Im gonna party like it 1999.. 99 days down and feeling stronger. I did and H&I meeting last night with a dear friend in the program that also struggles with an eating disorder. She got hospitalized. It was a good meeting and very intimate. Woke up this morning early and meditated.
I am SMober & Sober. I guess I just continue what I am doing. For the most part the obsession has left. I just get random cravings that aren't phsyical kind but just a thought that it sure sounds good. It still does sound very relaxing to just have a smoke. It just doesn't get me to my end result of the person I want to be today.. so I will pray for those cravings to leave accept where i am in the process and just keep doing one foot in front of the other. I am so not perfect. I am however progressing. Much love Jane -------------------- My success story Beliefs have the power to create and the power to destroy. Human beings have the awesome ability to take any experience of their lives and create a meaning that disempowers them or one that can literally save their lives. - Anthony Robbins Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder where I've gone wrong. Then a little voice inside my head says, "This is going to take more than one night." "Ring the bells that still can ring. Forget your perfect offering. There is a crack in everything. That's how the light gets in." -Leonard Cohen  | ||
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