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Posted: December 23, 2012, 8:14 PM
My life is so out of controll...I am loosing everything including my dignity....I lost my car...my job..everything...I dont see a way out...withdrawels are to painfull...Im so lost...


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Posted: December 23, 2012, 8:34 PM
Go to NA.org and find out where the closest meeting is.If you truly are at rock bottom you will do what I suggest.People are there to help you and you don't have to do this alone.

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Posted: December 23, 2012, 8:57 PM
You can do this and it sucks but i guarantee after week one u will be 50% and after week 2 u will be at 75% then it gets WAY better. I am only on day 22 and i always have access whether it be at work or on the street to an ample supply of pain pills ( i am a nurse). Fight this like a soldier fighting for their life. Not sure if u were ever military or have a experience from your past that u fought through but i found strength from my military experience and by driving by downtown denvers park ave and seeing where i was headed (homeless run rampant waiting in the cold on park ave until shelter opens). It can always be worse and u if u already lost your job then buddy this IS IT the BEST time to withdrawal IS NOW!!!


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Posted: December 23, 2012, 9:50 PM
so just man up and withdraw???i get sick...really really sick...pooping puking sweating awefull taset in mouth everything stinks....idk man ive made it about 50hrs and couldnt handle it anymore...id rather die then go threw that.


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Posted: December 24, 2012, 6:41 AM
So did u slip? A lot of people were doubtful but i had to taper first. It was a quick 2 week taper (Maybe that will work for u). I got really really sick too as did everyone else that went through it. I was not trying to be discouraging but i guess i sounded harsh. I am fresh into this too and still fighting but i am fighting. If u have any questions or just want to vent then i am here for u. FYI the taper really didnt help minimize my symptoms...i think it may have helped prepare me mentally but physically it was not a cake-walk. It has worked so far though.





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Posted: December 24, 2012, 8:47 AM
There's a good chance you *will* die if you don't go through it. Look at how much you've lost already... is it really worth your life?

Not to belittle your pain, but your withdrawals sound pretty much like everyone else's.you don't have go all the way to the bottom... Ask for help.

Peace...MomNMore

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Posted: December 24, 2012, 1:01 PM
Then you will die.

Quit whinning about how sick you are going to get and do something.Hundred of us have gone through cold turkey without any help.It won't kill you.It last 3-4 days and then it's over.

I withdrew off about 400mg. of oxycodone and there is no difference than heroin.It's just a purer form.

Change your attitude,ask for help and you will get it.Stay angry,keep up the vitriol and see how that works.

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