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Joined: August 2, 2013
Posted: August 2, 2013, 11:35 PM
At 30 years old I have tried to quit hundreds of times... I just want to have control over me.... I want to know who I am. I have been a daily smoker for almost 13 years.... How do I finally win this battle? My mind plays tricks.... So afraid of who I have become and even more afraid of living life as ME..... How do you start a life over when you are clueless... When you don't feel ANYTHING.... how do u change when using is ALL you know? God , I just want to live my life....but I don't know what that is.
I sit alone babbling on here cause I have no one else........ F**k Me | ||
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