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Joined: September 18, 2015
Posted: September 18, 2015, 3:29 AM
Hi. I'm new
Like really new For years I've googed on line support. Was never able to join any. Until now Thx for being an automatic signup for me...finally Coke has been up my nose since I was 27...the day I tried it. I'm 40. Alcohol, opiates, tranques, depression med. I've run from cocaine literally (sold my business and convinced my then partner to move from downtown to the country). He had not a clue as to my motivation. I only had one. Run away from it Isn't is amazing that I could put all that effort into running away with the hope that it wouldn't find mE. Yet Here I am years later still snorting ...in my f ing bed Dependent like a baby. With a very big ugly secret..that is killing her. Just starting my search for affordable rehab detox. Again | ||
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Joined: October 23, 2011
Posted: September 18, 2015, 7:42 AM
Are you attending AA & NA meetings?
-------------------- Serenity Prayer God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, The courage to change the things I can, And the wisdom to know the difference. Free copy of AA's Big Book on-line: http://www.aa.org/pages/en_US/alcoh...olics-anonymous Free copy of NA's Big Book on-line: Copy & Paste coastalcarolinaarea.org/literature/books/b_t.pdf AA's HOW IT WORKS: Copy & paste www.aa.org/assets/en_US/p-10_howitworks.pdf NA's HOW IT WORKS: http://www.na.org/admin/include/spa...0it%20Works.pdf ---------------------------------------------------------------- --- driven by a hundred forms of fear, self-delusion, self-seeking, and self-pity. ---there are those too who suffer from grave emotional and mental disorders but many of them do recover if they have the capacity to be honest. ... I need AA more than it needs me. --- I fight recovery tooth and nail.... I'm not used to being sane, it just doesn't seem natural. ...... According to the great spiritual teachers, ignorance does not result from what we don’t know; ignorance results from what we think we do know. ---Some think that 2+2=5 and believe it. Some know that 2+2=4 and can't stand it. --- I didn't have a very happy childhood but I sure am having a long one ! ---Dry since 1989 working daily on getting/staying SOBER. ---If you want to drink, that's your business ...If you want to quit, that's AA's business. ... Tell me, I'll forget; ... Show me, I'll remember; ... Engage me, I'll understand. ---Most problems are psychological. Most solutions are spiritual . "If we try to change our ego with the help of our ego, we only have a better-disguised ego." --Richard Rohr WWBWD (What Would Bill W. Do) | ||
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Joined: May 9, 2016
Posted: May 9, 2016, 12:30 PM
I just joined this group today.. I'm a cocaine addict and have been for 16yrs. Dont know what scares me more being a coke head until my dying day or finally trying to be coke free.
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