Posted: January 4, 2015, 10:39 PM
So i smoked this stuff for a year almost everyday, it was hard to stop until i started hearing things and seeing things and having psychotic episodes, i would get so paranoid so i stopped, i was very depressed with suicidal thoughts, very strong suicidal urges. I was so depressed i quit my job and got on disability. It was hell, i was braindead. Its been a year since i stopped and i am still in a severe depression, i cant take care of myself anymore and have lost interest in life completely. Will i ever come out of this? It scares me reading the reports that it causes permanent brain damage. I've tried searching the web for a similar story like mine but i have found none. Has this happened to anyone else? Before i started smoking this stuff i was already pre exposed to depression and i started smoking it to self medicate and ironically it made it so much worse, way way worse that i have no life anymore. Am i the only one this has happened to? Is my life permanently ruined?